I’m Still Here

Pages: 368
Subject: Self-Help, Biography
Imprint: Oneworld

I’m Still Here

My life in suicide

Clancy Martin

An honest, personal, lyrical investigation into the suicidal mind, at a time of great social anxiety
9780861540488 (16 Feb 2023)
RRP £16.99

The Book

In truth there is light.

Albert Camus argued that the only important question was, ‘Should I kill myself?' What would it mean to interrogate this question in earnest instead of shrugging it off? Can we make a persuasive case for living?

In this heartbreaking, unflinching memoir, Martin weaves the science and philosophy of the suicidal mind in with his own dark story. 

Additional Information

Subject Self-Help, Biography
Pages 368
Imprint Oneworld


About the Author

Clancy Martin's work has appeared in The New Yorker, The Atlantic, Harper's, Esquire, Lapham's Quarterly, The Paris Review and many other prominent publications. A Guggenheim Fellow and Pushcart Prize winner, he has been a finalist for the National Magazine Award and won many fellowships and prizes. His books include the critically acclaimed How To Sell and Love and Lies. He holds joint appointments as Professor of Philosophy at The University of Missouri in Kansas City and at Ashoka University in New Delhi, and as Professor of Business Ethics at The Bloch School of Management at UMKC.


‘Bleak, funny, unforgiving… It's written extremely finely, with wit and enviable self-control. A genuinely fresh, disconcerting voice.'

- - Zadie Smith on How to Sell

‘Dirty, greatly original, and very hard to stop reading.'

- - Jonathan Franzen on How to Sell